Recently, nighttime sex with my husband has not been going well. Even when I invite you out, you can see that you're doing it reluctantly. No matter how much I give him a blowjob, he doesn't get an erection and always ends halfway through and just takes it out with a handjob. I'm not in a bad relationship with my husband and I don't feel dissatisfied with my daily life, but when I think about how I have to hold back on sex forever in my life from now on, I feel lonely thinking that it's already the end of my life as a woman. I ended up posting on a message board with the intention of completing one lifetime of sex in one day...
