Am I a pervert? Just masturbating normally no longer excites me. ``My body aches when I think of a man getting erect and ejaculating when I masturbate.'' Please take a look at my embarrassing side that I can never show to my husband and children. [HIGH DVD] This is a next-generation DVD that uses newly developed authoring technology to minimize image deterioration and achieve high-quality recording (can be viewed on a regular DVD player).